Saturday, January 1, 2011

2010....an year that has been

an year of unimaginable highs..
an year of unspeakable lows....
an year in which i got understanding n care frm the most unexpected quarters..
an year in which there wer days nt a single soul shared my grief....
an year in which i truly discovered the fire within my belly..
an year in which i was looked down upon for nt appreciating wat others thought was best for me....
an year high on emotions, high on passion..
an year in which i stood by my desire n made it an obsession....
an year in which i took the riskiest decision of my life..
an year in which i was criticised for nt being deserving enough to take the beaten path....
an year in which i got back frnds i had lost all contacts with..
an year in which i lost my best frnd ever....
an year in which my love for him was finally accepted by me..
an year in which i decided he better remain in my fantasies alone{whr he had always been}....
at one moment i truly felt i m Destiny's child{as i often call myself}..
at several others tragedy seemed to b my most unflinching companion....

still however hav been the days..
there's one thing with conviction i can say....
at least m not one of those who knew neither true joy nor heart wrenching sorrow....
i ve seen its extremes,i ve lived life,LIVED in its truest sense....
there wer times i tried,tried but fell down,n then cried..
there wer times i was drowned in the muddle of memories,broke hearts,made enemies....
but there wer also times wen i got up,ran in full steam n was recognised back..
there wer times wen i followed my passion,resisted all sorts of temptation,was loved n respected beyond my imagination....

i thank u God,n not just for the days i shined..
but also for the days i fell down..
also for the days u showed me dat nothing is permanent,not success,not people,not circumstances....
bcoz these very days made me stronger,mor mature,mor comfortable with my most companionable companion-solitude....
these very days made me mor realistic{but i hav to admit m still hopelessly romantic}....
these very days gave me the guts to dream high..
the power to stay away frm the swarm of charm around..
the resillience to stay put wen everybody thought i was over..
the determination not to waver wen nt a soul was there to offer a shoulder....

Indeed 2010 has been remarkable!