most probable reasons:
1. i don't flash a close-up toothpaste smile on every possible occasion
2. i still don't have a bf
i wont argue much on the first one, i kno i must improve on that.
but the second one! some just don't accept dat u can be happy without a guy. those who knew about my crush on _______ are the hardest to convince. i hav a classmate, who keeps on asking if i found someone, everytym i chat with him on gmail. result: i hav stopped chatting wid him for more than two months. hi hi. ( we generally don't talk about these things at schul, otherwise my nosy frnds will make him my u-kno-wat)
talking about dating, it becomes painful only if one's affection goes too far to reach obsession. Britney Spears advice on the issue- never go too deep, remain at the surface.
y didn't I come to kno it earlier?
the truth is i knew it wen i fell into obsession.
but dat is y they call it FALLING in love. as if u r falling into a ditch. all ur intelligence goes into the freezer n u enjoy being made a fool of. some of the higher breed still feel 4 the guy after breakup n supposedly still WAIT for him. wow. but then dats the paradox, the difference between imfatuation n true love. i used to think like if ever i love some guy, i will continue to luv him even if my feelings r not reciprocated. my philosophy took a u-turn once my 1st crush didn't work out. so, until i do fall in true , my philosophy will remain the same- guard against doing wat our previous generations of women hav done. that's y we hav been called the weaker sex, rite?
coming back, i declare-yes i am happy. singletons can b happy. i admit i hav not done enough in exams to say, lyf cudn't hav been better. but i hav matured a lot in the last four months. i guess, i hav learnt to apply the law of averages to myself. i hav realised dat i hav limitations, even in the field i am best at. i guess i hav realised dat i can't always b the best, no matter if i was, sumtym ago. i hav learnt to take lyf as it comes. now i kno to laugh at myself. now i kno, wat happiness is, in true sense. so many reasons to b happy!